Challenge - to relearn digital painting

I've been trying to do digital painting for 4 years and in the last year I feel like I've gone backwards. It's hard for me to draw new paintings and if I draw something it looks strange and doesn't reflect my abilities. So I decided to learn digital art again and this time share the process.

I'm will learn at ctrl print website using the free videos. I saw that there's also a store, but for now will not purchase. I want to learn from the very beginning. I hope to go through everything and of course and create my own digital paintings. I hope this blog

challenge will help someone.

What do I hope to improve in this challenge or process:

1. Work process - In the last year my work process has not been correct and I would like to correct that. In the last year I became lazy and did not work according to the whole process. I was stress about the time and every artist know that is killing the art.

   The process I used to work - developing an idea, learning how to draw the details or draw details on a topic then sketches and then choosing one of them and the drawing.

2. Better knowledge of Photoshop and digital painting skills for efficiency.

   

3. I've been really stressed in the last year, being in this field and being a beginner is especially stressful for me, considering my social, economic, etc. status. I've been less stressed in the last two months, but I've been under pressure and stress for a few years, so I'm only now recovering. Through this process, I hope to relearn about the field and love it again and be less stressed.